Wednesday, November 17, 2010


Yeah I have to admit it. I've been a bit lazy lately.

So many weeks that I haven't written!

But today I really just had to because I just came back from watching the movie I've been waiting for years and you know what movie I mean; Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1 and I have to share my feeling with you guys!

I don't know really what to feel about the movie! It was slightly disappointing actually :-O I might have had very high expectations though because I'm such a fan of HP anyways, but... really oh my gosh..When it ended I was like "that was it?" Because I rly expected a whole lot more! The movie itself was interesting but it felt like the story went too fast. I've read the Deathly Hallows book several times and it's my favorite book of all HP books and now the movie just wasn't good enough or I dunno, it wasn't similar to the book. that's all! :D

I'll try to post up a video to tell more about my feelings of the movie. Now my motions are all mixed & messed up. Don't know what should I feel now :)

Soo.. I've been away for awhile and there's again so lotta stuff that had happened. 
First of all, last time I wrote here I told you that I had caught a flu, so after I got better and I was about to go back to work the next day I was just doing regular cleaning around the house, minding my own business, you know when suddenly my back got stuck! I mean, my back hurt sooo much I couldn't move, but I couldn't stand nor sit, I was like in between just holding myself up somehow. For couple minutes it also felt like I couldn't breath well! Then I shouted for my fiance, Apolo, and he got all worried an wanted to call an ambulance right away (he knew I have had problems with my back before and now he thought it might be something very serious), but I wanted him to call my dad first to ask if he could take me to the hospital or what should we do. But my dad couldn't come and he was also thinking the best idea would be to call an ambulance, so Apolo did and the nurse said they'd be here in ten minutes or so..

My back was hurting so bad. And it was kinda embarrassing too because Apolo's friend was over and I don't like crying in front of others.

Then the ambulance came and the nurses helped me to even partly-stand up and they almost carried me to the couch. Then I lied on the couch on my stomach and they put couple injections to my back and told me the pain should relieve in an hour! An hour! I felt like someone was stabbing me all over my back with a giant sword! But they said it's pretty much only thing they can do :// And they said I should go to the hospital first thing in the morning.Well I did. I went to a health center near by and waited couple hours in the reception just to go book an appointment for doctor. And when I finally met the nurse she was saying that she's very sorry but the doctor doesn't have time that day anymore and told me to go to a hospital (on the other side of the city) and go straight to the emergency room, there would be a doctor who could help me... So I had to go to the hospital then, I went to the emergency room's reception and told that I was sent from the health center to see a doctor there. But the lady in the reception wasn't being any helpful. She told me to wait like other patients do.

Then I waited for other couple hours, again, just to tell what's wrong and ask for the doctor, and when I finally did, they told me to wait there for my name being called..And again I waited and waited...And when I met the doctor he didn't examine me at all, he just wrote me a recipe for pain killers and told one of the nurses to put other injections to my back and if the pain doesn't go away with the drugs, then I should book an appointment for a doctor! :O

And when I called to book the appointment, they told me it'd be in two weeks! ://

One reason why I haven't spent a lotta time surfing online.

So today I had the appointment. And guess what. Again, even I told the doctor everything that is wrong with my back, and it hurts daily and that my back has bruises along the spine..He didn't care, gave me a recipe for pain killers and a good bye.

Is it just my luck or what? No matter how many times I try to see a doctor that would really examine and try to find out what the hell is wrong with my back, none of the docs seems to care if one of their patients would paralyze or even die! :/

But enough with the bad news. I got some goody newies too! ^;^

I was chosen to the Logo Fashion Girl semi-finals! :)) The reward is a model portfolio  and a contract with Logo Fashion :)

There's a photo of me and my sis (who was also chosen to the semi-finals! :>) on Logo Fashion Tour

Do you like the Outfit Of The Night? ^;^ I'm wearing a corset, long black tank top with leather-look leggings and I'm rockin' 7inch heel boots! I also wanted to do a rockish hair-do too (though it looks a bit flat in the pic) :) I did a tutorial of it but I'm still thinking about uploading it to Youtube.. Because while I was making the video my half-naked fiance (i still waw u sweety ♥) decided to walk around  behind me looking for clothes! =DD


Tomorrow I should clean up the whole haus (I hope my back won't get stuck again!) because on Friday *partieyy* :p and tomorrow my dear friend is coming over too :) There's a picture of the both cute of us below ^;^ heheh.

Later I'll post some of the party pics and also the photos of the shoes I ordered. Remember? :)

Nighty night!

XoXo & MUCH LUV Sussy

Sunday, October 31, 2010

I caught a cold

A quicky quicky update. I'm ill. I got a flu. :'(

Inside my head some one screams "NNooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!"

Yeah. That's about that.

Wish that I'll get well soon.

XOXO Sussy

Sunday, October 24, 2010

no longer D&G virgin

AAhh. Finally some time to update my blog. It's that I'm working hard and partying harder, that leaves me no time to spend at the computer.

I'm so excited and happyy, I just ordered three pair of shoez. I haven't bought any shoes in a while, but I couldn't say no for these. They'll come before next weekend so I think I'll rock 'em at the club. Yeey ^;^  They're all about 5,7inches high and I'm loving them already, even I haven't seen them live. But I'll post up the pictures right away when they'll arrive.

Lora EUR 23,90, Nelly  Shoes - NELLY.COM

Marble EUR 14,50, Nelly  Shoes - NELLY.COM

Thunder EUR 19,50, Nelly  Shoes - NELLY.COM

If I haven't already mentioned, I happen to love animal print stuff. Clothes, shoes, everything really. Especially the cheetah/leopard print. So I decided to do leopard print nails. I used only regular nail polishes that you can find anywhere, one gold color, one brown/bronze and one black. First you put 3-4 layers of the golden base color. Then you add random bronze dots and then just circle the dots almost all around thinly with black..Hard to explain but you'll see or get the point of the photos. I hope!
You'll see the nails in the following pictures. I also bought my very first Dolce&Gabbana jeans, so of course I had to take pictures of them while they're still new and not teared in parts by of my pets :D 

And like I said, I've been busy clubbin' so I guess you want to see pictures of that too? Well that'd be next time ;) 

XOXO Sussy

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Inteview looks

So here's quickly the looks for an interview. Again I used the Fashion Studio because my camera somehow didn't want to collaborate with me =( These clothes are all from H&M but you can pretty much find the right kinda clothes anywhere.

But here you go, have fun ^,^

Next time I think I'll do what2 & whatNOT2 wear for a date :)


XOXO  Sussy

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

I'm baaack. This time for good.

So much has happened since last update!

Couple days ago it was snowing and I didn't know if I should feel miserable or excited. I'm a summer person so of course I was feeling a bit sad finally realizing that the summer really is over. But now I'm looking forward to Christmas time...mmmmhmhm ♥ and fall fashion ain't lookin' so bad either! And the best of all.. me and my fiance are planning to go to Brazil after Xmas and I am super-happy to get to know his family and friends and to spend time on the beach and wearing summer clothes&bikini, swimming in the ocean etc. So far there seems not to be any bad things in Brazil. 

I created few Fall Fashion looks using Fashion Studio by H&M. It's fun to try different looks when you're shopping online and don't have the opportunity to actually try the clothes on.

Soo..Like I said there's so much that had happened. I had a job interview last Friday and I think it went quite well, though they haven't called me yet O.o  

For the interview I chose a gray sleek straight-leg pants and a white shirt. My make-up was very simple, nothing spectacular just some brown eye liner on top (to make the lashes look fuller), mascara and rosy lips. I didn't want to use lipstick because first of all I don't have lot of lipsticks and they were all too colorful / pigmented. I also didn't want use lip gloss in a job interview b'cos...well you know, at least I prefered quite matt finish on lips for this event.

On my lips I used my own mixture of clear lip balm and an eye shadow. It's a lot more lighter than lipstick but it still gives you a pop of color and a nice shine. 

I also did my nails. I made my own acrylic nails at home! They're not perfect of course, it was my first time doing them. But I still like 'em ^,^

The reason I haven't been able catch up sooner was mostly because one friend of mine was staying at our place for about a week because poor girl has problems with her husband right now. Also my other friend asked me to edit one video for him and that also took almost a week to do as well. But finally I'm back and I promise to keep posting more. I'll also post the photos of what & what not to wear for an interview tomorrow. 

Oh and I gotta mention this one creepy thing. Last weekend I woke up in a middle of a night to a weird *flap-flap* noise. I went to look out and there was a police chopper almost right behind our window! :-O It was circling around the city with this huge flash light thingy, looking for something. And it was the next morning when I heard that they were looking for some dangerous mad young man who had been seen at the center of the city with a stolen vehicle that he had took after trying to shoot some family in some village next to our city :-O !

But once again, I gotta go 2 sleep.

Sweet dreams...or a beautiful nighmare.. *yaiks!*

XOXO Sussy

Monday, October 4, 2010

Smart Window Shopping

Today I went shopping and I ended up buying...nothing. Have you ever been in a shop for like an hour and still you leave with empty hands. I seriously walked around in the store for about an hour and found so many cute things but then after a lot of thinking I thought I didn't need it or it's just too expensive etc.. And to be honest I never shop a lot. I'm a smart shopper. I always think for a while what I'm shopping FOR, what exactly do I NEED, do I need it right NOW, and can I find it CHEAPER somewhere else.

But sometimes it kinda annoys me when I really really need and I'm looking for something and I still hear this voice in my head wondering "is this really something you're going to wear?are you even going to look good in it?you're gonna wear it more than once, remember?it's too expencive: IT'D BE A LOT CHEAPER TO MAKE YOUR DRESS OUT OF CURTAINS!!" ...:-/

That's why I should take somebody with me to shop. Though that's probably not a good idea.. My friends might encourage me to buy unnecessary stuff.. A lot of stuff..

Have I mentioned already that I happen to have a cat who eats anything and everything. .And when I say anything..I mean like literally anything. 

So I'm going to have a job interview (!!) on Friday so I think I'll make a tutorial for a makeup suitable for job interviews, what & what not to wear and later I'll tell you how the interview went. ^.^ Also my big sister's b-day is coming so gonna do a party look soon too.

I went out last Friday wearing a red dress with a corset and I took some photos but I'll add 'em next time 'cos it'll take me forever to first upload them on computer and then here..blaahh. I'm not lazy, it's just (once again) mid night and me want to sleepey. Why am I always writing yo you guys at night time....hmmhmm..

Nighty night, don't let the bugs bite!

XOXO Sussy